A definite outcome

yet curiosity reigns..

I love watching superheroes movies, reading and speculating about the next. We all do right. But why are we so interested in something, whose exact outcome is known to us. We know he will win, yet we follow along, we speculate, we enjoy, we cry, we shout, and we rejoice from inside on each victory as the story continues.

I have recently started watching Bleach on my projector. I am not much of a binge watcher, so it may take a year to watch it till last. Today, during the fight with Zaraki, I was pondering the same question - why am i watching it, why do I enjoy it so much man ? I know he will win, definitely.

Crux is we know he gonna win in every season, but we are curious to know How.

We are not actually rejoicing the definitive part, we are enjoying the curiosity part. That sounds blunt, too normal, yes, but I keep forgetting these simple things every day.

I get a very different perspectives sometimes on goals short term and long both. I feel like I need to introduce some randomness, some chaos (spontaneous but disciplined) when the lines go linearly increasing. Just picture it once with me, a graph of progression, past one has some spirals, some missing points, some straight flat lines, some different color lines, again some spirals and then a linearly increasing line. Yes, it will reach there, to the definitive part, that’s for sure, whether linearly or with some more spirals or colors. What if there we introduce some thing which has brownian motion, something which isn’t a line anymore, that’s where my curiosity goes to. Sometimes, these are introduced by external unintended way, or sometimes, we deliberately make it. It hits the How constantly and new lines are made with more positive slop. Call it risks, hurdles, opportunities or whatever, but that makes it more interesting and the definitive part a bit more rejoicing.

I am bad at picturing my perspectives in words, I know. Writing to improve it though.

I gonna win, that’s the definitive part, will continue to write on the curiosity part here.